Definitely! Any excuse for dressing up! I just love costumes and stuff. This year I'm getting dressed up as Blind Mag (Chrommagia outfit) from Repo! the genetic opera. i started planning about a week ago as I've got a bit of work as I've got to order some things I need for the costume from abroad and then I need to fix up the basic clothes with them.
And no, it's never a secret, quite the opposite actually XD

I thought I'd better update as it's been ages and it's such a shame that my journal is getting neglected!!
Soo where to start, it has been a really eventful 5 months; with all that new music,my amazing friends, having my heart ripped in 2, summer madness and most recently having my dad in hospital, well, it's been pretty wild!
Finally the TH fandom has emerged from the drought and I survived :D though it's quite sad that so many other personal friends of mine totally lost interest.
I finally applied for my 6th form and it should be way cool, though I'm really nervous as all my friends have decided to go elsewhere! It's going to be a very lonely first week (i hope its only a week!!!)
I'm starting in October so that gives me a little more than a month o Summer left to enjoy.
While I'm typing this totally non-sensical post I'm also downloading the sound track of repo! the genetic opera (there are a real lot of songs!!) I happen to be its latest puppy as i fell prey to curiosity (thanks FFAF XD) and watched last night!! Puuure looove XD I already bugged all my friends talking about it XD

Ok so, this post may sound really erratic and flighty but really it's quite hard to write a blog post after 5 months 'cause of all the filling in that needs to be done. Hopefully by next post I'll have settled into a poised wisdomosity :D
Oh and a big wave to my new LJ friend nique !! *wave*

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Yesterday was my very last day as a uniform-wearing nun-bullied school girl, it's so weird knowing that you won't be returning to the place where you've passed every single morning and afternoon since when you were 5.
Tomorrow is our Rag Day which is basically a day were we act like fools, dance, tease teachers and finally end up crying at the end.

I'm also having my very first O'level oral on thursday (English- Listening Comp) and I start the actual written exams on the 27th (physics first)
A month of pure torture, I swear I'm going to pass on my Maths and Chemistry days :(
Stupidest subjects ever.

Best thing so far about this year are the totally excellent parties everyone seems to be throwing... yesterday had a 'rave candy' party, it was hilarious , wearing lots of weird bright clothes, glow sticks/bracelets/necklaces/earing/anything that can glow, bright dummies(I love, I love!!) and Uv lighting and shizz like that.

More parties next weekend woo!

Oh and 1 more thing, I have fierce toes XD

Sorry about that we had some um unexpected visitors in the lab XD

Anyway I was saying, um , i forgot .... great.

I guess i'll go back on facebook now, what a waste of a post

I'm currently at school in an ICT/Free lesson, I'm bored of facebook and so i'm here!
The weekend was good and i guess i'm more educated now....
-Never get tipsy when everyone else is stone cold sober
-The balcony is generally the best place to stay
-Romanticism has taken a (very) different form nowadays
-Don't ever dance with anyone who has a drink in their hand
-Don't overdo the Sangria XD

ahhhhh wait

One lesson I've learnt this week,
Never go out when you have fever and most important never ever accept to have coffee with an acquaintance (unless it's like your best friend) when you have the afor-mentioned (fever!!) as you'll end up blabbing endlessly about your childhood (and everything else under the sun) like a maniac then pass out out on the table and totally freak him/her out.

Yeah, I owe someone some apologies.

Happy New Year! I've been wanting to write something here for soo long but didn't get down to it XD

I love 2 new bands!(TH still my babies though! XD) Metro Station and Mariana's Trench Brilliant!!

Ohh and Quizzes are my crack!!

This 1 is soo accurate!

Your result for The Brain Game Test...

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Happy Halloween!!!

In other news, I'm on creative hiatus atm blah I've got writer's block drawer's (is that even a word) block and possibly just about every block ther is. At I managed to write quite a bit of Seth and Amber's story (I chose those names bdw! XD) and I have 3 drawings which i'm pleased about hehe.

I have 5 days holiday wooo! Go Mid-terms..... though i still need to go in to school on Monday, rehearsels of our annual production. Not that I really mind it's just that we have to be at school ay 8:30...

Oh a number of really weird coincidences have been happenening lately .. well it started with me searching about bipolar disorder cos I was bit worried about my extreme moods sometimes then I get this random book in which the main person has Bipolar then today I got my part in the production (I have to interpret this poem) and the author had Bipolar and its a big part of the poem.
Then just an hour ago I was in the kitchen with my mum and sis and I just mentioned bi polar and stuff and my sis is like I'm bipolar (which explains a lot really XD) and I remembered a thing from the article i read that its genetic and its usually passed from the father (which explains a lot here too!)
So ya turns out that maybe I wasn't paranoid after all and that I just may have mild Bi polar disorder. (I'm going to get myself checked asap)

Thankfully none of my best friends have figured out LJ so they won't read this and as I have no intention of telling them, it's going to remain that way

I'd better go and start getting pretty for tonight, Vampire costume here I come! (recycled from carnival XD)

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Finally i got my muse!! I've been on a creative 'dry' for a couple of months now, I didn't feel like drawing, writing or pretty much anything. I had a small shift last week when i got this amazing idea for a song (which is written and filed away) but finally yesterday in Maths (class of great revelations, not good for anything else really)as i was just finishing my doodle it hit me! It concerns the doodle and this story just unravelled (sp?) !
I started penning down the plot and prologue and I cant wait to continue but now i'm really frustrated cos how can you write when you have like 3 essays + god knows how many old exam past papers as homework for tomorrow!
Blah

Anywho I'm having some probs with names till now i only have a girl name (chloe) I still need 1 more girl name and 1 boy name and maybe yet another boy name bu not sure of that.

This is what i thought of till now:

Boy names:

Seth
William
Hayden (?)

(dying to insert jacob here as i love the name, but too many personal and obvious reasons not to)

Girl names:

Hazel
Charlotte
Amber
Scarlett
Ella

All names courtesy of a baby finder name... oh this is too hard i barely like anything, I mean seriously some the names!! Who the heck would name their son Anchava it sounds like anchovies!! And Angolito?? Give me a break.
I dunno wtf i'm going to do when i come to naming my own kid i can't even name a story character!!

Wow this name is kind of cool if not weird : Ari (for a boy)

It's bak to ranting about the stupidity of some name cause its really impossible not seeing some of these!!

5 of the most wtf! worthy names

1. Datherine - poor girl
2. Deepnit - why whyyy???
3. Falala - these people where definitely high
4. Odenarlo - I'm not going to bother commenting anymore...
5. Walltra - ...

Ok I'll go now cause i'm definetly rambling now XD

School tomorrow, the beginning of my last year in high school..... Oh god i don't want to start!! In an hour i'll be tossing and turning fruitlessly trying to sleep and then tomorrow i'll wake up like a zombie about to be (re)butchered!

I can't even look forward to my birthday this year seeing as i'll be in the middle of my GSCEs probably studying for Chemistry seeing as they always love to set for round about that date.

In 11 hours i'll be in my new class stuck in my uncomfortable uniform again, dying a slow and terrible death from lack of internet and my mp4 and I'm too broke to actually buy sweets to cheer me up!

10 hours left to my impending doom.....




V Melodramatic would be a more appropriate mood V

Hey all you invisible people who read this i.e. no one XD
I'm currently at my best friend's house (love you loads rachy!!) for a sleepover after a day at the beach. thi was probablt the last time i swam.... well not that i mind , I was never a water baby hehe

Anywho on to the current topic!! This week 'new' has definitely been the focus; new catch phrase, new fashion craze,new crush(?), new book,new songs for my mp4 and new encounters. Well my new fashion craze is ribbons!! (I'm wearing a bright red one right now)I just love them they're so cute and I think they give the whole look and edge!

I promised myself i wouldn't go getting myself another heart throb but my heart has other plans and it does'nt hurt that he looks just like my fav character out of a book and actually shares his name!! I know i'm soon going to snap from all this unrequited love why can't i ever like one of the (few) boys who actually like me??

Anyways i'll go now bye!!

I'm not bragging about my french skills.....not at all XD

Blagged off some other users on LJ XD

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Bill and Tom Chibi style by ~Skye-K on deviantART

So yeah here's the twin art i did, hope it's not too bad XD Oh and click to enlarge cos its pretty small here!

Oh. My. God. my older sister just announced to all my family at dinner that I'm into twincest and slash! 
In front of my mother AND father oh gd i was going to die of embarrassment ,well the whole thing started from j rockers and i'll roughly transcript the whole conv cos it wa quite funny at 1st

Me: You should see these j rockers they actually look like girls!
Sis: J what?
Me: Japanese rockers (...)
Sis: Oh and so you mean they look even more like women than you lover boy? What's his name eughh... Bob?
Mum: Rob!
Sis: Joe
Me: *face palm*
Sis: Oh yeah Billy!
Me: yeah whatever, don't these gay/woman jokes ever grow old?
Sis : Well on your fan fictions theyre always gay and the brother love each other!
Me: *cue to me: wide eyed OMG look*
Sis: *turns to my parents and explains what fanfictions are* .... and they always make them gay with each other and the brothers Billy and George (*me shouting Tom tom!! in the background* are in love with each other and they fall in each others embrace leadng to i really dont wnat to kno what!
Mum: The brothers.....?
Me: Oh well you know people, they get a bit weird (no offence meant, i really didnt know what to say)
Sis : Then youre weird too cos you read them!! 
Me:  :O ....*silence*...... theyre uh funny!
Sis: *rolls eyes and changes subject*


I don't really care about my sis knowing but I really dd want to spare my parents the knowledge even though im not sire my mum got it but my dad looked like he really wanted to say something Ughhhhhhh
And now im going to extra careful on what i leave open on the comp cos now i have proof of my sis's snooping.

These things just have to happen to me

I'm so confused right now.... there's like something i'm unsure about and i don't know whether i should act upon it or let it pass. It could be a phase, its could be more of my messed up shit  and beleive me I've got a lot of that. 
Even if it wasn't a passing thing I don't know what to do anyway, it would mess up everything. 
I'm lucky my best friends didnt mark me off after the last time i messed up and i think this would be worse!
Oh shit, if only things were straight forward. 

  You know in those ice-breakers when they ask all these lame questions? Anyway they asked me the super power one and without thinking about it I just answered from one of the usual answers (flight, invisibility etc) but then later I started thinking what did i really want?
         And i just couldn't think of one that would have really suited me,
Then suddenly yesterday at 4am when i was staring at the ceiling trying to will sleep my way it hit me!
The power that i would really like would be the ability to visit and alter other peoples dreams. 
I guess it sounds like a rather lame power but i love my dreams, its the only place where anything can happen and in a world as mundane as this , it's an escape from all the conformity and limitations!
 
So now.... what power would you really like ?


 

So I realized that I never really posted a journal style entry here, which is rather stupid as this is a journal site but whatever. I guess me even writing this is going to be pointless as probably no one will read it but I have nothing better to do, so, here it goes...
           Well where to start? There are so many things going around on my mind lately, good, bad, stupid, deep and increasingly lame stuff, life seems so tediously mundane just I guess as any average person's life is but you can only be empathic for so long, after all we are all living our own lives, not someone elses. 
Most of the time I seem to run on automatic, wake up, dress, school, home, eat,computer, shower,bed and when I suddenly 'wake up' I get one of those wtf! moments where you wonder just where youre life is going.
               
                A couple of weeks ago in English we were discussing our lives from a bystanders point of view and I realized that people must see my life  ( just like I see theres ) as extremely interesting , I guess theyre not totally wrong but as I read in one of my fav books 'Stuff like that sounds much more exciting than it actually is'  well it was something like that anyway and moving on apart from that I now dont really envy anyone because I realised everyone, no matter how perfect and charmed their life seems have their own problems and worries.

Anyway moving on from all the deep stuff, I'm totally miffed that Panic at the Disco, decided to lose their !.... well they will always be Panic!at the disco for me  & I really can't understand why they removed it, it certainly added an extra oomph to their name and it gave it that totally gave it that unique look that totally suits them,
Well suited them really cos their new album was a bit of a disappointment, not musically I guess 'cause I have been listening to Northern Downpour (listen to it it's amazing!!) for 3 days straight now but really as the sound in itself the new songs (no matter how amazing they are)  don't have that particular strength that the old album had and it's really like I'm listening to a new band, they seemed to have lost all that made them Panic!at the disco, I guess that's why they lost the !.
The only song that still has echoes from the old sound is 9 in the afternoon which is great too!

Anyway I just noticed I wrote a whole lot more than I ever planned to, maybe I'll write some more some other day for now I'll go and start planning for my 'Save the Exclamation marks (!!) movement'

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Just about everything O.O'